Posts Tagged ‘dating

24
Oct
11

Dating at 25

So here it is. I have a boyfriend well somewhat. He and I are “together” but he works way more than I do and we really don’t ever get to see each other and talking over text will only work for so long. We have known each other for over a year but because we are so busy I rarely get to talk to him about anything of any importance. We talk about stupid things like work and of course how we want to see each other more but that’s about it.

He came over this weekend and we hung out for a little while before he went to work and then who knows when I will see him again. He always says that I am gorgeous and amazing but I fully expect him to just leave one day. I know that’s not fair to put that on him but sometimes it seems to good to be true.

I do really want to get to know him and I want things to work but for some reason I want to run at the same time. I am not sure why I get this way but I guess its probably because its easier to run than make things work. What scares me is that I, for the most part, am one who could careless if I see a guy or talk to a guy for any reason but with this one I currently wish that I could see him for more than two hours at a time and wish that we could talk more about things other than just stupidity. It’s almost like I freak myself out about stuff so much that I run rather than risk getting hurt.

What’s not to like about this guy? He’s smart, funny, sweet, attractive, has a great job, drives an awesome car, thinks I’m amazing and gorgeous. WHY AM I DOING THIS TO MYSELF?

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